I found myself thinking about this blog today. It’s hard to believe, but I’ve been writing it almost daily for nearly 19 years, that’s a long time by any standard. Over the years, it has primarily served as a chronicle of our daily life here in Poland, sprinkled with stories of family history, cultural experiences, and travels that introduced us to different ways of life.
In 2016, however, something shifted. With the election of Donald Trump as President, the blog began to take on a more political tone. That wasn’t entirely intentional at first, it simply reflected the deep changes I was witnessing and feeling. During Biden’s term, I found less to criticize, and the posts leaned more toward personal and cultural reflections again.
But leading up to the last election, and certainly since then, politics have again crept into the blog. It’s impossible to ignore what’s happening, and I make no apologies for letting those concerns surface in my writing.
As an American living in Poland, with deep familial and cultural ties to this country, I carry a unique and, at times, conflicted perspective. Living abroad has given me a clearer lens through which to view my homeland, one shaped both by distance and by the contrast with another society. That perspective brings with it not just appreciation, but also a growing sense of worry.
I genuinely feel that America is at a crossroads, a moment in its history that may define its trajectory for generations to come. And it's not just about elections or partisan divisions. What I’m seeing are deeper, more unsettling shifts, fundamental changes that go to the heart of who we are as a nation. These changes are affecting our values, our freedoms, our institutions, and, most critically, the collective soul of the country I still call home.
There’s a sense that the guardrails of democratic norms are being tested, perhaps even eroded. The civil discourse that once allowed diverse voices to be heard is being drowned out by noise, anger, and misinformation. Principles like the rule of law, the peaceful transfer of power, and the importance of a free press, bedrocks of American democracy, feel increasingly fragile.
Living in Poland, a country with its own complex history of political upheaval and democratic struggle, I can’t help but see the parallels, and the warnings. I’ve learned that democratic backsliding doesn’t always come with loud declarations. Sometimes, it’s quiet. Incremental. Normalized over time. And that is what makes it so dangerous.
I say this not as an alarmist, but as someone who loves America deeply and wants to see it thrive, not just economically or militarily, but morally and ethically. It is more than a superpower. It is a symbol, or at least it has been, of what a free and just society can strive to be. To lose that would be a loss not just for Americans, but for the world.
This blog remains a space for sharing everyday stories, family history, and cultural connections, but it’s also become a place where I speak candidly about the state of the world, especially the one I once knew as America. And I intend to keep doing just that.