ERIC PIEKARCZYK
I only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine....
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine....
Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poems/death/son/
DEC. 27, 1968-MAY 24, 2018
I only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine....
Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poems/death/son/
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine....
Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poems/death/son/
I only have pictures now,
Frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here and mine...
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here and mine...
During this saddest time in my life I hope the celebration of Joan's birthday will lift her spirits as well as my own. I was going to cancel it and know she would understand but we need something to get us on a road to recovery so I am doing it. I may not write about it or what we did for a few days but I will eventually when I can. I am so up and down at any moment. A memory or a thought of Eric comes into mind and tears are automatic, I have no control. The grief in my heart is overwhelming. If there is any solace it's that it happened very quickly and he did not suffer........but he was so young. My family research has ended, I have no son to pass it to.
W tym najgorszym czasie mojego 偶ycia mam nadziej臋, 偶e 艣wi臋towanie urodzin Joan podniesie na duchu zar贸wno j膮 jak i mnie. Mia艂em zamiar to odwo艂a膰 i wiem, 偶e ona zrozuia艂aby, ale potrzebujemy czego艣, co pomo偶e nam znale偶膰 si臋 na drod偶e do ozdrowienia, wi臋c to zrobi臋. Mo偶e si臋 zdarzy膰, 偶e nie b臋d臋 przez kilka dni pisa膰 o tym, co robili艣my, ale zrobi臋 to gdy. Kiedy b臋d臋 ju偶 m贸g艂, Teraz raz czul臋 si臋 lepiej, raz gorzej. Wci膮偶 przychodz膮 wspomnienia i my艣li o Ericu, a 艂zy pojawiaj膮 si臋 automatycznie, nie mam nad tym kontroli. Smutek w moim sercu jest przyt艂aczaj膮cy, Jedyn膮 pociecha jest, 偶e sta艂o si臋 to bardzo szybko i nie cierpial......ale taki m艂ody. Moje poszukiwania rodzinne zako艅czy艂y si臋, nie mam syna, kt贸remu m贸g艂bym to przekaza膰.
En este momento tan triste de mi vida, espero que la celebraci贸n del cumplea帽os de Joan le levante el 谩nimo tanto como a m铆. Iba a cancelarlo y sab铆a que ella lo entender铆a, pero necesitamos algo que nos ayude a recuperarnos, as铆 que lo estoy haciendo. Puede que no escriba sobre eso o lo que hicimos durante unos d铆as, pero eventualmente lo har茅 cuando pueda. Estoy tan arriba y abajo en cualquier momento. Recuerdo o recuerdo a Eric y las l谩grimas son autom谩ticas, no tengo control. El dolor en mi coraz贸n es abrumador. Si hay consuelo es que sucedi贸 muy r谩pido y no sufri贸 ........ pero era muy joven. La investigaci贸n de mi familia ha terminado, no tengo un hijo a quien pasarla.
