Sunday, March 08, 2020

Day 28

The morning didn't start off well. Her morning medications were still sitting on the tray from breakfast and she did not eat anything. I tried to give her some yogurt but she wouldn't open her mouth. No matter what I did, she just wouldn't open up or drink any water.  I finally managed to get one pill into her mouth but it just sat there, slowly dissolving.  She only moaned during this time, without saying a word.

The afternoon was better but still, she wouldn't eat. She did say some words, answered some questions and I managed to get her medication into her. I played the song for her and there were tears in her eyes and mine. I couldn't hide them from here. I told her I would find her again. And I WILL.

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